Thursday, July 2, 2009

7-2-09

six o'clock passes wonder when you will call
so 762-7711 I dial
onetwothreefourfive rings
youhavereachedthevoicemailofcollinsatearthkidspleaseleaveamesssssss
no answer sigh

remember back three summers
call you as I leave Lanier
hey, yeah just got off, on my way home
well, I'm out driving around with an old friend I'll call you later
and you do
nothing to hide

a couple of hours later
my phone rings
it's you but you're not there
I try calling you back
but there's no answer
phone must have dialed in his pocket
I smile

a couple of hours later I try again
wondering what're your plans
and I call
and I call
and I call
nada
nada
nada
what's up
why no answer
why are you hiding now?

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

7-1-09 communication breakdown

not calling me
not answering my calls
you answered my call when you were out driving with her that afternoon
you had nothing to hide then
is there something you are hiding?
dropping out causes a communication rift

what is trust?
a feeling a sense that all is well going according to plan someone is there to fall back upon
nothing to hide