Wednesday, November 4, 2009

morning walks

Monday morning aka carrion morning. The moon almost full hung just above falling into the valley beyond Barton Skyway. First bright morning in weeks. Post end of daylight savings time. Collins opted to let Jack run without his leash. I followed removing Bella's. And we walked on the lightly lit trail. Just passed the benches Jack ducked into the woods. After much haranguing I stepped into the woods towards him. No amount of calling caused him to budge. He was circling. Soon joined by Bella and Godot. As I neared I recognized the remains of racoon. Not much to recognize. As I gathered the dogs the screeches of vultures echoed above. We walked on along the trail as usual. Along the trail on the other side of the coon's remains Collins leashed Jack and then Godot. Hesitating I was left to duck in to collect Bella. So we walked back along the bench side. This time hearing the hoot of the owl along with the screeches. Howls and screeches soothed by the steady flow of traffic beyond the creek canyon - Mopac.

Tuesday morning aka owl morning. Moon still bright. Our walk followed a different path. Approaching the greenbelt from the school entrance. We walked a reverse walk of most of our days. Coming down towards the benches two owls graced the top of the tallest tree. Softly hooting. A measured rhythm announcing day's break.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

on a rooftop in Antigua

we sit on tall wrought iron chairs
feet hooked around the lower wrung

sun sparkles in our eyes and hair
warms our skin

we sit facing the closing day
chatter bubbles from our lips
expressing our joy

red tile roofs spread beneath our perch
mountains grow up beyond the city's reach
creating a lacy edge against the sky

elbows rest on smooth varnished table tops
happily we sit sipping tart beverages
celebrating the day setting beyond the mountaintops

Friday, October 16, 2009

kindness

between the regions of kindness
lies life
morning walks shrouded in mist
soft light held in tiny drops
form light globes against a dark sheet
coffee cups found easily in the drawer
where I always find them
water heater lit in the early morning
when you need to be showering for the day

with the thread of sorrow
a thought is unwrapped
leaving its memory open to gaze upon
a reminder of a past indiscretion
a weekend long ago
words and moments not adding up
the meaning of an invitation never grasped

with the thread of sorrow
tucked away deep in the pocket
of a jacket worn long ago
a memory
a reminder
ready to be shoved back into that pocket

Thursday, July 2, 2009

7-2-09

six o'clock passes wonder when you will call
so 762-7711 I dial
onetwothreefourfive rings
youhavereachedthevoicemailofcollinsatearthkidspleaseleaveamesssssss
no answer sigh

remember back three summers
call you as I leave Lanier
hey, yeah just got off, on my way home
well, I'm out driving around with an old friend I'll call you later
and you do
nothing to hide

a couple of hours later
my phone rings
it's you but you're not there
I try calling you back
but there's no answer
phone must have dialed in his pocket
I smile

a couple of hours later I try again
wondering what're your plans
and I call
and I call
and I call
nada
nada
nada
what's up
why no answer
why are you hiding now?

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

7-1-09 communication breakdown

not calling me
not answering my calls
you answered my call when you were out driving with her that afternoon
you had nothing to hide then
is there something you are hiding?
dropping out causes a communication rift

what is trust?
a feeling a sense that all is well going according to plan someone is there to fall back upon
nothing to hide

Saturday, April 18, 2009

A writing process

For days I've walked around with this story banging around in my head. I've talked through it with a couple of people. This morning I scratched out a few notes and later taped them to my closet doors. Now I sit writing, reading, revising. Hoping to get the right feeling down in a story.